part one ||||| you are the star I could not reach. you're the god I worship. you're the meaning of my existence. day and night. I think of the day I saw you. onstage. the roaring beast with the daunting aura. I observed your every move. Awestruck is the only word I would use to describe. I love you more than anything. cos you're my obsession. an obsession which I can be forgiven. as I share my brittle dream with many a fan around the globe. how much time I've spent to stare on to the wall which your image projected. how much time I've spent dreaming of you. love is blind. but obsession kills.
 
 

part 2 ||||| I don't know much about you. as long as I'm concerned. I don't really care. I've learnt many a thing from you. the way you looked. the way you walked. the way you talked. the way you moved. the way you hate. the way you love. the way you tease. everything of you is stained in my brain. it all seem a bit stupid. it even scares myself off. because I know there's no lost love between you and me. but maybe. it's passion. or love. I would never know. because you never wish to tell me. I wouldn't have a clue. maybe I'm just a toy to you. maybe I mean something. maybe you're just a fluke. maybe you're one to change my life. I spent my time questioning about it. but only found myself so confused and frustrated because I couldn't find the answer to my questions. but I don't care anymore. cos I just wanna share the time we had and will have. for, I live for today. fuck tomorrow. it never comes.
 
 

part 3||||| you stood there. looking bored. you walked pass me. brushing off your scent of loneliness. you sat there inside the carriage. leaving a trail of discontent. every person who went pass by. everything bit of you drives me insane.  every one of you stirs up my curiosity. i want to see the next chapter of your book. let me read your mind. let me be part of it. even just one line. that is enough to keep me pumped up for a long while. until I find the next victim. but my sanity tells me not to continue. cos stalking a strange is wrong.
 
 

part 4||||| I need to get out of here. there's something wrong in this room. I can see you. although you think I can't. but I can. you're following me everywhere I go. no matter what I do. you're still there. spying on me with your eyes. what do you want from me? why can't u just go? I need to know. cos this is driving me crazy. 
please. don't go away. don't leave me here alone. I couldn't bear it. stay here with me. I'm all yours. and no one else. I shan't share myself with anyone else. but myself. come to me. come.