My silverchair life: I love silverchair more than anything, well beside sleeping that is, everything is silverchairish in my place. And so on I made a heavy 80MB website for 'chair with pure eyekandyness. I collect over 450 pix on computer, stacks of interviews and big posters, blah blah blah, I even have silverchair wallpaper in my room, I am going to get a sewing maching and design my own silverchair patch for my bag and get a scanner for all the posters! [go to freakorn circuz, my silverchair webpage]

I play the 6-string  GTR in the school and guitar is my favourite instrument besides Harp. I have 2 guitars, 1 acoustic and 1 electric, I am not good with those guitar model names so I simply call my two guitars the Nice(Avoustic) guitar and cool(electric) guitar.  my teacher told me that my electric guitar looks like a Fender, but the sound is not as good :( My fave guitar model is the Maton Mastersound Series Standard (with a sparkling top finish). it's sooooo beautiful....... Although the Gibson SG standard (satin black or heritage cherry) is just as mad. click here to see those babes! I like original music, as in bands who can write their own material is ace. I hate all those pop shit sing-along boy/girl bands fuckwit hyprocrite. Heavy Metal bands like Helmet and Tool  and Nine Inch Nails can kick those teeny poppy so-call singers' lily asses!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am the kind of people who's not afraid to stand up for being who I am, or express my feelings or opinions. Is that what they call feminism? If it is, then I am probably a feminist. It seems to be a side of me that I always express my feeling in a opposite direction which people'd expect. It seems to be a definite character of me now. I didn't notice that before, but that's what all my friends think of me. I think I like fucking with people's minds. I like being unexpectable. I like giving out weird ideas and play with people's brains. Usually I do it in a ironic way, just to make fun of them in a way that they won't understand. Of course, it's never in a serious way, it's always like a light-hearted joke, but people don't seem to the joke. Very few seems to understand anyway. 

Some may say I'm a try hard, just trying to be cool, well, that's the way I am and I will stay that way for as long as I like, so if you think being myself is trying too hard, or you don't like it, then fuck you. You better cope with me or you'll make yourself living in hell being with me, it's your problem, not mine. I don't give a flying shit. I will try to make your life as miserable as it can get as long as I am happy being myself :) \
 

I see friendship or relationship as a very very important thing. I believe no one can live without friends, cos we need someone to be there for us. But it doesn't mean we belong together, that's very different. I may say, if you are once my friend, you will be my friend forever. Whatever you do to me. I will despise what you do, but  you are still my friend. I don't think I have betrayed anyone, if I had, I am so sorry for what I did. I like people for who they are. Everyone's got their own bad habits or personality. But we should change them to suit our needs. It's their lives and it's their selves. They will go their own path and you'll go yours. It's just that we met on the way in the journey and enjoy each other's company. Many of my friends get mad at me because of this. They think that we have to EVERYTHING together because we hang out together. They put me into some sort of restraining barrier, preventing me to get in touch with my other friends. I hate that. I like hanging out with all sort of people to learn from them or just being comfy. So if I suddenly sit with someone else instead of who I usually sit with, I will upset them. I don't understand that at all. Why do people think they own their friends? It's like in Chemistry, they think best friends are a chemically bond element which cannot be broken down. but actually we are just a mixture of different elements. We have different characters, blah blah blah.

Here is just a few things about me, if you want to know more about me, you can either find me in icq(my number is #18922756 or just simply e-mail me. You are welcome anytime when I am online.

aka : freakorn, Kurdkt(just for Elvie), Chelsea, hoi hoi

Birthday : 7/25/83

Hair Colour : black with brown, and red streaks

Eye Colour : Brown

Features : two earrings, one on each side, really want to get a Tongue Ring but Mom won't let me.

Weight : 5o something, i must say I am not a very skinny person.

Height : 5 ' 6 "

Shoe Size : 7-8-9

Boyfriend : hmm maybe : ) i'm not so sure. why don't u ask him?

Pets : used to have 4 cute gold fish, but unfortunately 2 ( Gillie and Joannou) had died on the first day of Y2K. I will blame it on the fucking y2k bugs. the 2 remains are Johnsy and Sweep, who's living peacefully with each other : )

Hobbies : I paint, read, listen to silverchair, fiddle with PhotoShop, hang out, write poems, play my guitar, sleep, vege out and blob.

The book I am reading now : Juice 99 year book.

Favourite-movie : Spawn, Alien, Blade, Starship Troopers, American History X, Good Will Hunting, The Wedding Singer, Girl Interrupted, Reality Bites, Sleepy Hollow,

TV shows that I watch every week : x-files, providence, Felicity.

Radio stations I listen to : Triple J, & 9inety6ix.One

Best Actors : Adam Sandler, Ben Affleck, Ethan Hawke, Winona Ryder, Drew Barrymore, Angelina Jolie, & that guy in Rushmore.

All time favourite album : either K by Kula Shaker or Neon Ballroom by silverchair

Remarkable Novels : The full of the moon, the tribes of Polas Verdes, Guitar Highway Rose, Spares, and ‘Kurt Cobain’.

My son’s name in the future : Josh 

My daughter’s name in the future : Laynie or Rayna

What I wanna be when I grow up : graphic designer or web designer, or tattooist, or being a musician

Things I do for fun : make stuff or play guitar

My favourite Subject at school : Visual Art or Music

Most Hated Subjects : French, and Maths

Happiest Memory : went to see the 'chair

Worst Memory : once I realised we have death, my childhood has finished.

Is Roller Coaster exciting or scaring : Exciting

Is Chatting over the phone good or bad : if they call me, then it's good, if I have to call them, then it's bad. I hava a phobia with calling people.

Well, that's me, I live in a inner Sydney suburb called Summer Hill. I go to Canterbury Girls High School aka *Nun's Paradise* where the canteen is more like a Battlefield. hehe.

I always feel so schitzophrenic about my personality. There's always the friendly, open, content, dynamic me when I am around people. But there's also the raw, bossy, temperous, violent, crazy, mad me when I am out of control. But I only do that when I am around people whom I feel comfortable to be around with, whom I feel like I can chuck a spaz at without hurting them because they understand what I'm going thru. So some of my friends really do have to cope with my egotistic ignorant, arrogant mind which  takes over control my conscience from time to time.

I became a vegetarian since 12/98 which makes me feel more like a good human being. I totally support animal liberation.

I hate sports but not rollerblading, ice-skating & bikeriding.
I don't think I am very healthy both physical and mentally.