Miss You Love- Silverchair
millionaires say, got a big shot deal and throw it all away but,
but I'm not too sure, how I'm supposed to feel, or what I'm supposed to say but,
I'm not, not sure, not too sure how it feels to handle everyday
and I miss you love

make room for the pray cos I'm coming in with what I want to say
but it's gonna hurt and I love the pain, a breeding ground for hate
but, I'm not, not sure, not too sure how it feels
to handle everyday like the one that just past in the crowds of all the people

remember today, I've no respect for you,
and I miss you love, and I miss you love

I love the way you love,
but I hate the way I'm supposed to love you back
and it's just a fad, part of the teenage angst bridgade and

I'm not, not sure, not too sure how it feels
to handle everyday like the one that just past in the crowds of all the people

remember today, I've no respect for you,
and I miss you love, and I mis-use love
remember 2 days, I've no respect for you,
and I miss you love, and I miss you.......

I love the way you love,
but I hate the way I'm supposed to love you back.......

"make room for the pray cos I'm coming in with what I want to say but it's gonna hurt and I love the pain, a breeding ground for hate..." ---I think this is one of the most beautiful song ever written. It strung a chord in my heart the first I heard it. I think the lyric really describe how I feel towards love.  it's an anti-love song, it's about not being in love, not finding love and not caring about it.
 
 

Hurt - Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today,  to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away, but I remember everything
what have I become? my sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away in the end
you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
I wear my crown fo shit, on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time, the feeling disappears
you're someone else, I'm still right here
what have I become? my sweetest friend
everyone I know, goes away in the end
you could have it all, my empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt
If I could start again, a million miles away
I would keep myself, I would find a way

"I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real" --- A song about self confession. in the end of the day, I always question about my existence, about myself, what have I become and what have I done. Then I realise I've done some negative things in my life and I'd try my best to improve it. But you know, there's damage done, wounds cut, nothing can turn back to the way they used to be, but if I could have another chance, I would have make my life better. Relax, I don't cut myself, it's a metaphor of trying to feel better but it doesn't work.
 

Black Hole Sun - Soundgarden
in my eyes, in disposed,
in disguised as no one knows,
hides the face, lies the snake,
in the sun in my disgrace
boiling heat, summer stench
'neath the black the sky looks dead,
call my name through the cream
and I'll hear you scream again
black hole sun, won't you come?
wash away the fear
black hole sun, won't you come?
won't you come? won't you come?
Stuttering, Cold and Damp
Steal the war wind tired friend
times have gone for hoest men
and sometimes far too long for snakes
in my shoes a walking sleep
and my youth I pray to keep