All
Apologies
first of all, I'm
so sorry if I make you feel sad. I know this homepage is too depressing
to go through, and I know many people are concerned that I may have a problem
with depression. But please know this, this homepage is created to reflect
my darker side. I am not trying to promote that I am sick and depressed,
if you know me in real life, you'd know I am nothing like this. It's just
that, I believe there's a dark, gloomy side to everyone, instead of show
it and express it on your friends, I rather to express it in this way.
Just a homepage, to remind me of the times I feel negative.
I must apologise
to those who is effected by me. I know I'm not such a great person. I know
I've hurt many people's hearts. and I'm so sorry for all the damages I
have created. Maybe I'm just born to disturb and destroy. I really want
to be better person, to make the people around me feeling more comfortable,
for them being such great support for me. I really do appreciate all the
people around me. If I have disappointed anyone, I'm sorry I cannot live
up to your standards. Maybe I'm just not good enough.
I must say a few
sorrys to these people,
- my mum and dad,
sorry for being such a bad daughter sometimes. sorry for all the damages
and heartaches I have caused. you know I love you.
- family members,
I probably haven't live up to anyone's standard, have I? I choose to do
art and music, but I know, deep down somewhere you guys all hope I can
be a sucessful business person and have loads of money. sorry I'd have
to disappoint my family.
- friends, those
friends whom I have teased, betrayed, bitched, or been arrogant to, gosh,
how many a times have I make fun of you? I wish I haven't done it. Sorry,
so sorry :(
- Bui, hmm I am
so sorry for the times I told you off, and that time when I offended you
in Newtown. I am not a good friend, am I? sorry for the isolation, cold-heart,
bitching and all the shit I put on you. with all my heart, all apologies.
- most of all, to those
who's reading this, or people who came to my homepage and are disappointed,
I'm a boring person and there's nothing I can do about it. Sorry if you
find me a bit annoying or up myself. I konw you are probably thinking I
am a dag, try-hard, smart-arse, bitch, nerd, geek, _____(everything else),
that's okay, you probably know more than I do, but what you don't know
is that I know.
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